From the Winthrop Palmer Collection of French and Irish Rare Books -

Samuel Beckett. "je voudrais que mon amour meure"
This last poem of Samuel Beckett's "Trois poèmes", he originally translated as follows:

Samuel Beckett



I would like my love to die
and the rain to be falling on the graveyard
and on me walking the streets
mourning the first and last to love me







First published in 1948, it was reprinted in Poems in English (Grove Press, 1963). Beckett inscribed the copy in our collection to his friend, the American writer Kay Boyle. However, she sent the book back to him and requested that he accurately translate the last line of his original French. Beckett then returned the book to Boyle, striking out his first translation and writing in a new one: "mourning her who thought she loved me". This version was reprinted in Collected Poems in English and French (Grove Press, 1977). The publisher notes that this last line "originally read 'mourning the first and last to love me'..., but was varied in later editions with an alternative last line 'mourning her who sought to love me'. The last line has now been finally changed to 'mourning her who thought she loved me'". Would this final change have occurred if Kay Boyle hadn't complained? In any case, C. W. Post / Long Island University's Special Collections owns this initial change, in his own handwriting, which predates any publication.

Conrad H. Schoeffling
Special Collections Librarian

January, 2004
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